Finding My Peace

This post is for the people like me who lack support from those they love the most. It would appear that most others have a supportive network of people that they can count on to be there no matter what life may bring, but I'm not one of those people. I have always found myself alone not having others to share my moments of victory or to lean on during difficulties. It does seem strange. However, the good news is that due to lack of people support I have evolved into a highly independent self-supporting individual. I don't need anyone ever. The sense of freedom I'm given from not desiring the company of others is tremendous. It enables me to create each day in a way that brings great peace without the need to ask permission from anyone. I can spend the entire day working in my yard if I so choose without having to stop for interruptions. I can become consumed by the peace I find from standing on the earth and nurturing my plants and grasses in my lawn. Aging certainly has its benefits. The power that I used to give others has changed totally. I love me despite their treatment. I am no longer sent into a downward spiral due to their arrogant disapproval or unfair reactions. I no longer look to others for validation. I now encourage and tell myself what I always wanted to hear from others, and these words are so much more meaningful. I have become my own best friend. A friend who is always present. Ever ready to lend a helping hand. Counting on and connecting with others is completely overrated.

I am one who believes that our lives are scripted. I also believe that before we arrived in our current bodies, we agreed through coercive measures with other dimensional beings to play a particular part in this theatre of humanity for as of yet unknown reasons. I believe after many years of study that I was never intended to be surrounded by supportive people. The script for my life was written with the intension of me learning to survive in this realm without others, and I find myself to be accomplishing the purpose more as the years are passing. I had parents who taught me to stand on my own two feet. They seldom took part in my life, but I hold nothing against them. I do believe they were simply following the script for their part in my life. I also had 3 brothers who to this day have made me feel like an outcast. I was considered crazy in their opinions and was never invited to their annual "bro's trips." To their male chauvinist mentalities, I wasn't worth consideration. I also married a man very similar to my brothers who offered me very little support and then after we divorced did everything possible to destroy the little amount of self-worth I held. However, I still stand. Lastly, and the most painful of all is that my three children fall into their similarly scripted roles perfectly. They are distant and view me as unimportant. In the few times I have asked for assistance they were always too busy. Nevertheless, my life has evolved into a place of peace and harmony within my own being void of needing acceptance from those most would consider necessary. I have learned in my 62-year journey that most people only "love" you when they need something from you. Sadly, once your purpose in their lives is fulfilled, they are done with you tossing you aside like the garbage. I'm so thankful I no longer care about what anyone else thinks and am not in a position to be fearful of losing someone that I depend upon. My opinion of the person I am becoming is paramount to me, and I love who I am despite my imperfections. The best part is that I'm learning to allow myself to be transformed into the best version possible, and nurturing myself is a huge part of the strenuous process.

February: Reality Check

Sun, Feb 9

Super Bowl LIX · NFL

Final

Chiefs

Away, 15-2

22

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40

Eagles

Home, 14-3

Team	1	2	3	4	T
Chiefs	0	0	6	16	22
Eagles	7

It's taken me a little while to organize my thoughts in order to write about February 2025 due to the fact that there are so many changes happening. In fact, I think we need to come to terms with the possibility that America may experience war on our soil related to a plan of restructuring soon. I say this because our POTUS is taking steps resembling a bully on the playground picking a fight with anyone around. Interestingly, the score of the Super Bowl may give us a clue. The biblical number of 40 is closely connected to a time of trial and suffering. Jesus was in the desert for 40 days, but he made it through triumphant after being tempted by the devil. In comparison, the Eagles being America will win as the score of the game symbolizes, but there will be a great time of trouble given by the Chiefs my friends.

If you disagree, allow me to expand. First, he has imposed tariffs on Canada, Mexico, along with China and all are retaliating. I have seen reports that China is sending military vessels to the coast of Canada preparing for war. We the people will suffer it would seem. Also, under the direction of the POTUS, DOGE is systematically dismantling our government department by department. As I write thousands of government workers unable to give an account of "5 things" to justify their position are being terminated and houses are going up for sale all over the DC area. Fraud, waste, and theft are being uncovered government wide, and we the people are shocked at how our hard-earned tax money has been allocated. Land transactions and deals are also happening angering many. Greenland, Gaza Strip and the Panama Canal seem to be falling into our government hands, but BlackRock is involved who is by far a power-hungry entity, so can these deals be good? Turning the trashed Gaza strip into the next Riviera seems ridiculous. Our POTUS states that all these changes are necessary for the safety of America and peace in the world, but is he being honest?????

How about the topic of stimulus checks being discussed again to compensate taxpayers for the taxes we have paid which have been stolen, but will we really see this reimbursement? Will we feel properly compensated? Strangely, our POTUS is also ending our Abraham Lincoln coin we call "pennies" due to its manufacturing cost outweighing its value. Is the ending of this 1787 coin symbolic? Abe is a founding Father we admire. Is this discontinued coin a hint to the dismantling of the America we now know? Plus, he has created a BITCOIN strategic reserve which has jaws dropping. Capital gains taxes on American crypto's ending is rumored. Is our traditional centralized banking system being threatened? Will our current financial system stand, or will it fall to the advancement of technology? How about Zelensky being escorted out of the oval office due to his argumentive attitude? How can such a punk even be allowed in power and how can he not be grateful for the billions we have sent to aid his military? There are just too many bazaar events occurring to discuss in this brief condensed post.

JFK Jr has been appointed to help increase the health of our country, but what's strange is Trump's previous stance on vaccinations has taken a 180. His previously named "warp speed" vaccine program is currently under scrutiny. It would seem the experimental vaccine has caused an increase in deaths and cancer among many. My question is why would Trump seem so fickle? Has he placed JFK Jr in place to make amends for his previous poor decision? We can hope he now understands that the pharmaceutical sector is all about the money and not about the health of America.

Nevertheless, despite all the craziness happening and on a lighter note I have enjoyed watching all the Tik Tok creators imitating Kendrick Lamar's controversial super bowl half time performance. People of all shapes and sizes and ages have made very funny videos duplicating his step to the left and step to the right dance moves. At the time of the half time show most of us watching it didn't like or understand the entertainment choice due to its lack of talent, but America has again made lemonade out of lemons which is very much admired by me. We are a resilient culture for sure.

So, with all that being said, and from my perspective I think we need to be wise by paying close attention. We need to be careful about who we trust. Sadly, it would seem that our much-loved POTUS is just another puppet. There is no way in hell that he has single handedly been able to accomplish all these changes on his own in such a short time since taking office. I'm convinced after many years of study that there are many characters at work behind the scenes who are diligently working to dismantle our government with the intension of ushering in a "reset," but only time will tell for sure. In conclusion, whether we like it or not everything is changing, and huge things are coming so we need to stay at the ready. However, the good news is that just like an approaching hurricane, we can hope for the best, and for us here in Louisiana we are very familiar with this type of storm.

Mirror Mirror on the Wall

When you look in the mirror what do you see? Does the reflection produced bring positive or negative feelings? Whether good or bad I now understand that we have the power to change what appears. However, the mirror to which I'm referring is in regard to our surrounding reality and not our physical appearance. Just like the magic mirror in Snow White the mirror tells the truth. Whether you believe it or not our life circumstances magically reveal our inward attitudes and beliefs without fail. So how do we change our reality if we don't like the reflection we see? It begins through a step-by-step process of examining our thoughts and feelings and the following are a few examples.

What do you meditate on each day? Do you look at lack or are you thankful for what you have? Be thankful for shelter and that you aren't living on the streets! Do you focus on health problems or are you thankful for the health you do experience? Be thankful you are still breathing! Are you afraid that something bad will happen or do you thank the universe for the provided protection? Be thankful you weren't injured today! Do you condemn yourself for the past mistakes you have made or are you thankful for insight to make good decisions moving forward? Be thankful for solid thinking! In truth, most all of us have been shaped by the negative default program that takes place in our brains. Am I correct in saying that we can usually easily consider the worst-case scenarios? However, we do have the power to recreate our reality into a place just like heaven. It just takes practice.

Change is not easy but is possible through a process of diligent effort by paying attention to what we are thinking. Most of the time we let our minds run on auto pilot and embrace worry. However, we can take control and replace the negatives, and I think it begins with learning to love ourselves despite our many mistakes, flaws, and imperfections. Start by telling yourself nice things though-out the day.  Pat yourself on the back when you make a good choice like I do by saying "Good Job Rob!" Speaking positive affirmations instead of condemning thoughts feels so much better and will create a positive atmosphere. Being kind to ourselves will create a world where we feel love, supported, and contented. If we feel unloved, we don't need someone else to fill that void. We just need to pour on more self-love. My days of beating myself up are over!

In summary, if we do not like our reality, we have the power to change it for the better. Just like a mirror our outward reality will reflect back what's going on inwardly. Therefore, if you want a better life then begin changing your thoughts to align with what you want. I have proven this process works beautifully. We control the narrative. The mirror follows the leader. If you want your life to improve then you can make that happen. All you have to do is genuinely think and feel in line with those things you desire to see in the mirror, and they will miraculously appear as you diligently stick to the new and improved program. In truth, it's very easy once we get the hang of it.

January 2025

In case you didn't know I began waking up to the truth of our reality in the year 2014, and it's been a roller coaster ride ever since then. However, if you are still sleeping and lack understanding just relax. I'm not here to condemn, only to share my understanding of what I see happening. Nevertheless, since 2014 I have been anticipating the arrival of the year 2025 due to the Deagal Report which is briefly explained here in this 5-minute video. Therefore, and due to the seriousness of this Deagal report I feel it necessary to chronicle the noteworthy occurrences within each month of this year in order to determine if these predictions have any merit or if the report has been just an elaborate scam to scare us. I will build a simple monthly list to help keep us reminded of the important events that I feel effect our part of this world known as America. Feel free to add any events you feel need mentioning.

                                                                  SEEMINGLY  POSITIVE

*Donald Trump takes office and immediately begins repairing the damages from the Biden administration along with all the Deep State policies.

*Donald Trump changing the name of the Gulf of Mexico to the Gulf of America.

*Illegal aliens/criminals are being sent back to their home countries unfortunately creating both political problems and anger within those involved.

*Louisiana experiences the first blizzard snowstorm of my lifetime, and since 1895 with over 9 inches of snow.

*Whispers of financial collapse of our economy with a reset on the horizon as we are transitioning to digital currency. It would seem investing in digital currency to be a wise decision at this time. NESARA/GESARA seem on the agenda along with a Quantum Financial System. article here

* on a personal note: my daughter passed her CT certification exam, and my grandson began taking his first steps.

                                                              SEEMINGLY   NEGATIVE

*Terror attack in New Orleans as a driver rammed his truck into a New Year's Eve crowd killing 15 people known as the Bourbon Street Rampage.

*Las Vegas CyberTruck Explosion in front of Trump International Hotel Las Vegas. Driver killed himself prior to the explosion which injured 7 people. The perpetrator was an active-duty US special forces soldier.

*Fort Worth explosion at Sandman Signature Hotel injuring 21 people.

*Orbs remain in our skies nationwide without an acceptable explanation with increasing reports about extraterrestrial beings are actually real. It seems all is not as it seems.

*Fires destroyed over 27,000 acres and many homes in California article with other fires also noted in North Carolina.

*A reported collision of a military Black Hawk helicopter and a commercial jet killing at least 67 people. Many believe this was no accident.

*Tariffs are being imposed beginning today (Feb 1) against Canada, Mexico, and China in relation to a reported fentanyl drug epidemic which is currently causing panic selling in the crypto market. However, it is believed that the President is actually strongarming these countries into joining the new decentralized digital world economic system. This sure sounds like the Antichrist or One World Economic system to me. 

*On a personal note: The mother of my x husband passed away and she was a very special and influential person to me. She will be greatly missed.

DNA Restoration

This may be the most profound post I have ever written, so I will keep it as short as possible in the hopes it will be easily understood. 

We as Christians have been taught that Jesus saves us from our sins. However, what if I told you that this is only partly true, and what if this half true has been devised to keep mankind held in condemnation like a form of imprisonment? 

What if I also told you that our sentence of guilt due to "original sin" has nothing to do with our evil behaviors, but was instead caused by Beings other than humans? Ancient teachings explain that our DNA was genetically manipulated which was THE "original sin." Somehow these pirates removed our divine abilities and connection to Source with their experimentation. I know this sounds absurd, but is it any less believable than the story about Adam and Eve eating the garden fruit? In short, we are not sinners but have in fact been treated like lab rats and have had our divine perfect DNA corrupted by others as a means of controlling us and separating us from our Eternal Father and infinite abilities.

Simply stated, we are in need of having our DNA restored to its original condition so that we may receive salvation which is code for our reconnection with higher dimensions. Christ is the Provider or Healer. The teachings of Christ being the Light is totally true, and if we find it, we find truth. Man is not the answer, but we are to look within. We each have Christ within our core. Finding it requires decision and meditation which then brings enlightenment and enlightenment brings restoration. Light drives out darkness otherwise known as genetic manipulation. 

Jesus said in order to find the kingdom we are to look within, and this is truth. We are designed to be lifted to higher realms. Earth is not our eternal home, but so are heavenly realms above. Seek ye first the kingdom and then everything will be added.

In conclusion, for me letting go of everything I have been taught through false religious teachings has been by far the most painful experience I have ever encountered, but it was and is necessary to become enlightened. "Trying to be" a "good person" will never help our DNA nor will it help us elevate. Becoming enlightened through Christ within is key.

Article:The Human History on Earth

Watch Our Step

I am being led to begin writing again as I did in the past. In case you are unaware, I had other blogs which I deleted, but I will do my best not to delete this one too. Most importantly, be it known that I'm not naturally a good writer or communicator, but when inspired can develop meaningful messages. Gifts from spirit are typically placed in the most least likely containers. Nevertheless, I think the strange occurrences happening in our nation would seem to be provoking me to write again and calm the burning in my soul. 

Strange events never seen before in my lifetime are happening. There are documented reports of orbs and drones in our skies in which our government gives us no reasonable explanation. Like an investigator, I have gone outside on numerous occasions at night to observe the night sky and am stunned at the number of unidentified flying machines that pass over my home. There has also been a strange fog blanketing the lands that appear to contain fibers and dark colored particles in various places and looks like snow as it descends. Some reports are even stating that this fog is causing sicknesses. I have heard a theory that this fog is a manmade phenomenon in order to hide what's taking place in the night skies. Could this be possible? And what about the brightness of our sun being so blinding that we cannot look up at the skies during the daylight anymore. The sun is shining my friends! Gone are the days of lazily looking up and using our imaginations to find dog shaped clouds and other familiar things. And lastly, should we be paying attention to the bird flu threats spreading across the U.S, and will the terrorists cause more deaths, and will something occur to prevent Trump from taking office? Clearly, there is a lot going on right now and wisdom tells me to pay attention.

Frustratingly, I will confess that I don't know exactly why these things are happening simultaneously, but I feel like before long we will be given answers or even worse an announcement of their plan of action. However, I feel it is of the utmost of important for everyone to question what we will be told as fact or fiction. Recent history shows that those in power over us do not have our best interest at heart. Sadly, many have been injured from following their vaccine agenda like sheep straight to the slaughter. I feel an approaching scenario brewing. I feel like another deception is just over the horizon, and one would be very wise to take time to analyze what we are going to be told. I feel each of our very lives may depend on what we choose to believe. I would caution against being as a fish who takes the bait and gets permanently captured. I would caution to watch your step!

We all know that preparation is key with approaching storms for the best outcome. Sadly, most wait until the last second to develop a plan of action when it's too late to make a reasonable decision because heightened emotions change decision making dynamics. Just yesterday people were running to stores to buy dwindling stock of bread, milk, and eggs due to the serious winter storm over parts of our nation. Were you one who found yourself unprepared for this storm? Would you be ready for a possible war on our lands, or an alien disclosure, or another epidemic or a widespread attack by terrorists? All or none of these possible events could happen in the very near future, but if they would come, are you ready? How would you respond to each of the possible scenarios that I mentioned? It's best now to check with spirit and see if it's all just another game they are playing with our minds or is there really potential dangers nearing or should you just dismiss this message altogether? Being prepared now will prevent fear from taking over if something takes place. Staying calm through the storm is my goal for certain. I hope you seriously consider this message.